In this moment, this hour, this day, this lifetime…
Who am I?
My consciousness is fleeting; emotions merge into a new being
I'm losing control
There's no longer a single, definitive "me"
I've been divided against myself
There's the bubbly ball of sunshine; she likes to come out every day
She's excited for no reason but for life itself
There's the dark and deathly shell; she only comes in the dead of night, in the sweet silence
She doesn't want the bubbly girl's friends to see her
There's the bull, whose eyes flash red and body transforms into a weapon
She could care less about bubbly's friends; she wants them dead
Bubble is so sweet and caring; she lives life to its fullest
She knows that she must take her chance while she can
She giggles and screams with glee, always seeing light in the dark
She's tried convincing others, but it just results in headaches
She doesn't mean to be obnoxious or loud; she just doesn't get to play often
Because something always shoves her out of the way
Shell cowers in her room, slowly tracing the edges of objects
Because really, that's all she can do to help herself
She stares at herself, finding fault in all aspects
Because really, that's all there is to her
She uses Bubble as a shield, trying her hardest to see light
But the darkness is familiar, and so much easier to sink into
Bull is tired of all the failures; she can't stand all the critiques
It pisses her off to know she can't be perfect
She whips, kicks, bites, punishes anything in her path
Usually herself, since Bubble has the most control
All she feels is rage; she wants the cause of her rage to die
She needs to let it out before it takes control of her
She's more familiar with the world than Shell, yet occupies it less than Bubble
She flips the dark and light off; both options piss her off more than anything
…Who am I? Do you know?
I'm so confused
Am I Bubble? Am I Shell? Am I Bull?
I can't remember…
What's it like to have all three merged together?
When one happens, the other two disappear
What's it like to be…me?
...Can you tell me what this is?
Yet, I feel at the same time. This could be a "normal person" in society, who must balance their needs and desires to fit in or...
Keep sane.